Are you done?
The reason why I was holding on to this idea of saving, so tightly for so long was because I had no other idea as to what I could do instead. My caring approach knows no limits... how sad? I still don't have an idea. I have no clear goal people?! What now?! But also what I no longer have is fear of nothing. Of not having an idea. Of not having a goal. My new fear is this fear of misery. Of being so fucking sad and unhappy in your life.
This has been a long time coming. I know what's next will be amazing. Because I finally feel like I am doing the right thing. No doubt. No fear. No failure. I came from nothing. I have nothing to lose only to gain. Busy being awesome.